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[j3nii]

GODFUCKINGDAMNIT no birthday party unfortuneately.

so i was waiting after school to get picked up and NICE NICE SWEET CLAUDIA. was like "omg jeni, you dont have an umbrella *Stays till mom comes*. my mother neevr CAME. mg... x_x we were standing in the rain, and then it started POURING HEAVILY. gahh!! ><" laura ikin and .. angelas cousin.. is she on eof the christine/christie/christinas?... anyways. we were huddling.. the four of us, underneath the pussiest little mini brullie you could have ever fucking imagined.. and one by one everybody left.. and i finally decided to call my mom and she said shed be late so i was like "FUCK ARE U FUCKING SERIOUS?! I MADE CLAUDIA WAIT ALL THIS TIME WHEN EVERYBODYS ALREADY GONE?! *rawr*" i felt so bad.. =(...

so walked to kogarah station. .. by this time i was so fucking wet already but i was glad claudia was there or id be standing in that fucking rain. we have no awnings!! and my mom was like "stand under a fucking shelter and wait for me" psht. stupid bitch. went to tutoring. derivatives have become bitchy. =_=.

got home. was expecting super lecture and like.. physical child abuse afterwards.. but then i was like. "hey.. he seems calm.. lets be adults"

and i was SO-FUCKING-MATURE. X). i was like "i dont see whats so wrong about me doing my hw" and he siad shit about drugs and gangs.. blah blah. yes, ill join those endeavour friggin junkie tongies that hang outside the bus stop at g/j's in KOGARAH THE HOLIEST HOLE EVERRRR. its like friggin country dude..

anyways i am never to lie to him again. and then we got into this whole "subject future" business i TRIED not to cry.. but then he was saying all this bullshit like i dont care and im not thinkign about my future and shit and im lik e"DO YOU FUCKING UNDERSTAND HOW FUCKING HARD THIS IS FOR ME?!.. YOU SAID IT YOURSELF ALL FUCKING EYES ARE ON ME! NOT YOU. ME!!! >=( *cires*".

but otehr than that. i like these nice adult conversations im having with my dad. he treats me better these days. cos im so OLD x_x. mother still treats me like a child...

 

bitches.

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no party? at least you got out alive in one piece *hug*

how long were you standing in the rain, you poor thing? you mom's...%#^*h