j3nii

& omg bleach filler is so good. <3

am watching first episode of 10 things i hate about you tv show.

is incredibly gay and nothing CLOSE to the movie. .... but i can't stop watching it... TT___TT


unashamedly gay.

and i was also very underwhelmed with smash...

it wasn't that it was bad. i just didn't enjoy it. maybe it was all the mean people. or the lack of accompanyment. or my intolerable shyness when it comes to approaching strangers for my project. or the fact that my camera was fucking up and i gave up inside.



i want to go watch movies with my loverrrrr (i.e. K-dawg (i.e. Katherine))

also, I have fears of carpal tunnel.



i think i'm turning hypochondriac like my dad...

it's poh. i realised it the first time i saw her on masterchef.

rofl

i'm sick. and i'm procrastinating.

kyaaahhh... procrastinating. i really do like the new computers in level 6. even if they are just screens and flat keyboards. teeheehee. flat keyboards. only thing that sucks about flat keyboards: THEY'RE FlAT! cos you miss that kind of old schooleyness of the 3D keyboards.

i dunno.
i just realised i paid 6$ for sushi that i could have gotten for 2.50$ not cut up. which means i paid 3.50$ for a box and a pair of chopsticks.


i<3arashi boys X). so cute.

also: am very very very very very excited about hp!!!!! woot.

and i'm going to ulla again! yay!

and i'm going to vietnam! yay! but i'm scared of pick-pockets and kidnappers and humid weather and bugs and scooters!!! SCOOTERS!!!! the horror. hahahaha


eehhhh i don't want to do work. it's so boring.



i had to carry photography equipment from home. it was so heavy :(

i need to buy new clothes. :(

i have no money :(

i want my ipod. :(

but i have no ipod money!!! everytime i start saving up for it, i have to pay for something!!! *cries*

i only want it so i can watch things and save some crap onto it.

my brother is at his friend's beach house right now. i'm jealous. i want to be at a beach house. i will be at a beach house! i hope it rains for him =____= stupid little shite. bah!


OMG IT'S MY BIRTHDAY SOON!

omg i'm 20 soon.

omg i'm so old TT____TT


and i have nothing to wear to chanelle's wierd filo formal birthday thing. ugh trust filipinos to make everything that little more extravagant... oh no! which means i still have no money for my ipod. ;___;



ok. must do work.

WOOO!!! i got an internship!! i'm so excited!!! X)


teeheehee.

also:

I watched P.S. I Love You. don't ask me why. it was the weekend. (no it wasn't. it was because i just got new movies)

anyways. it's kind of ... icky lovey dovey shite.


but FECK gerard butler is sexy/charming/omgijustovulated.


and then i saw him smile...

is it just me or does he look kind of like a manly version of james macavoy when he's clean shaven???


only when they smile, maybe.

mmm james macavoy.

who is also fine, btw... for some reason i'm leaning toward manly men aswell O___o am i growing up? is that biological instinct shite happening?


dunno, but he is fiiiiiinneee. then i watched australia and skipped to the bucket rinsing scene ... and rewinded it a few times. hahahahaha


but yes. life is life. my skin is grey.

toorah.

woo.

omfg, i love two computer screens.

so sexy.

in vid labs atm getting my websiteing on.

sweet tunes and some snacks and i'm pretty darn sweet. BUT IT'S TAKING SO LONG!!

getting tired.

haven't done as much as i'd like to have done.


shall come early tomorrow and finish this biatch and start my inter-cultural asia stuff.

rofl, speaking of websie design. mine looks like shite. nearly finished. then just a massive load of labelling. fuck i HATE illustrator. such an ugly program.

but it has its uses. can only do certain things with certain programs. ... wouldn't it be awesome if everything was in one?... probably not. it makes sense.


but yes! OMFG two screens.
i'm in love.
want them both.
so useful.
can distract yourself with one and have your work up in the other so you feel as though you're doing work.

...wtf are "states"?????????

upstate downstate activestate
wtf



i wish i could move like michael jackson. gettin' down with my shoulders shakin'

a proper update on what the hell has been going on with my life! D:

so this year has started with a little bit less than a bang. as soon as uni started it's been hectic with work. trying to meditate (without the ohms) whenever i can (like on the train. i like train rides. when there's little people. is that bad?)

and looking back on the past semester (WHICH HAS GONE BY SO QUICKLY RIGHT NOW) i've spent too much on paper, printing, craft & photography stuff (i spent like 100$ last week just on paper and printing for an assignment). other than uni, my life is pretty quiet. i feel swamped yet i realise i'm not doing THAT much. maybe it's all the uni work. i hang out with friends occasionally and the rest of the time is spent leisurely watching tv or reading. O___O i think i'm growing old.

also trying to find internship/mentoring. gave up but must do it for credit points.


i started getting into music again. i don't have the strong bonding ties to music like nabii does but i'm actually interested. particularly in the Grime movement. Before you say anything, it's NOT because of Dizzee Rascal. he's fun but meh.

and when i'm looking at all this music i'm listening too, THERE ARE SO MANY FEMALE SINGERS. as if i haven't found any good male artists. have i?

and the chillout factor is still pretty predominant, but it's fun to explore all these new movements and sub-hybrid genres, although it's hard to put anything into a category these days so i try not to. soon all music will be divided into it's particular artists. blah


god, just reading this entry is making me fall asleep.

all i'm looking forward to now is going to tokyo with katherine. for many reasons. i want to hone photography skills by then, just so i could add something to my portfolio and possibly use it for my major work (fat chance. but i could. maybe. the sick hoarding problems that i have. sick sick hoarding problems.) looking for design magazines and books. looking for WORK. among others.


i think lily allen is pretty. shut up.

plz watch this. i don't understand korean and there's no subs BUT YOU CAN TELL WHAT IS GOING ON.


i cracked up so hard.

plus there is hotness.

plus, there are another three videos linked to this one cos it's a whole show. :3 teeheehee

omg. i have not posted in AGES!

feck.
i seriously did wish i posted more. i miss you lj *strokes*

maybe when i get my mpro...

CAMERA FIRST! need a camera. >____> ugh. monies. i have none.


so! fall break consisted of:

rich cousins coming over. (cousins who are old enough to have wives and 3 kids)
rich cousins being rich and buying me things. (like rich cousins do).
rich cousins drinking a lot.
week was blur.
a BLURRY blur.
nephew came. stayed. didn't do much but play games.
felt sorry for him.
but he was just being tightarsed and boring.
kept forgetting that nephew is only FOURTEEN. he's taller than brother so kept assuming he was about same age, or at least 16 like cousin.

weekend came.
OMG I WISH I BROUGHT MY CAMERA! TT___TT

so girly sleepover at katherine's house, only turned out to be more chill (out of laziness) and photoless (also out of laziness).
i came over, we composed ourselves and went shopping. O___O
got some dvds:
walk hard & darjeeling limited & iwo jima & flags of our fathers.
then went and got some strongbow.
then went to woolies and THE SCARY FOOD STOCKPILING BEGAN.
found these babies:



& realised must get some.
got apple & granny smith. :0 :0 :0
then we had to decide what to get to eat.
we never can decide definitely what to eat!
in the end we got nacho products.
onto snacks. got candies and chips etc.
i introduced kdog to homer hudson. we got vanilla nirvana.
AND OMG I ALMOST FORGOT. we got yogo. sweet sweet childhood. so good.
and i couldn't resist getting the homer hudson chocolate pud (when i first looked at it i thought it was "pud" as in "mud" but it's poohd. like pudding. >___> puhd!!)
and somehow we managed to spend 60$
>:0 BAD MONEY MANAGING SKILLS. families have to live on 60$ a week! for four! >:0
doesn't matter.

we went back. ate. watched things. i fell in love with darjeeling (years too late. always wanted to. never got to. etc etc)
watched melb comedy gala. was so disappointed. :( where is stephen k amos?! last years one was so good. :(
then we ate some. drank (extremely fizzy) strongbow. MY BUZZ DID NOT GET ON. rofl. made dessert.
ok. half-cooked cookie cake thing. ice cream on top. melted mars bar. *drool*

kPAX got addicted to the vanilla nirvana.
then i pulled out the chocolate PUHD. we both died. it was like thick chocolate stick your mouth together thicker than peanut butter texture.

rest of the night was more movies and general lovely nothingness.

and we ended up sleeping at 3am.

next day i found myself a metre or so away from where i originated. and yes.

more sleepage.

then woke up and watched the rest of walk hard.

teehee "impish" jack black. teeheehee

zen, we et blurry good yogo w/ caramel. *weeps* it was so beautiful.

zen, i went home at some stage.
:D had much fun!

I<3KZAZ X)


and this wkend, i watched all of tara in one go. O___O I IS ADDICTED.
and watched first ep of true blood. IS ADDICTED. but i don't have the other eps yet. :(

WOOT! i <3 TV.
<3 tara.
<3 BUCK! rofl. my balls got blown off in 'nam. pwahahahaha

so this song is dedicated to you, T.