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FUCKING PISSY SON OF A MOTHER FUCKING BITCH.

i hate my parents. =_= GRRRRR

but before i say ANYTHING about that, i guess i should write about today.

first period was a errr... "study" period and was spent waiting for jan... most of it.. we finally decided that waiting for jan was a fruitless idea we headed off to maccas... WHERE I FINALLY SEE THIS so called JOHN GUY :] he IS quite cute... i like the hazel greenyish of his eyes... X) teeheehee... but.. his actual eyes scare me. yes, he is sexiest when his head is down looking at the cash register and his maccas hat covers the top part of his face so i can see his nose and hair and mouth and stuff X)... teeheehee i don't know why kaz wouldn't stand in front of him.. =(
got back and saw jan. she gave me ichigo plushie + rukia key ring thing + HAPPY BIRTHDAY, ANYWAY!! *sniffs his card* he schmells sexy.. if it's him.. i forgot to ask her. =`(
beh, THEN maths.. pshhhhhh he gave us work to do.. not much but i didn't FEEL like integration... i NEVER feel like integration. mr carbury is SUPER cool though, with his lame jokes and whatnot... in the arvo saying "tomorrow we're going to start 4u! FUN! [me smiling to myself as i'm not going to be there] we're going to start with complex numbers they're UNREAL" he says grinning. LAMEST JOKE IN THE WORLD. ahahahhahaha... it's almost as bad as kobskii's "realisation"

roll call... i haven't given in my abstentee notes in for.. *cough* cruise *cough* that i didn't attend. then physics and engrish!
we came in and ms greenaway wouldn't give me a journey stimulus booklet because i haven't returned my BRAND SPANKING NEW PRIDE AND PREJUDICE book.. and told me that i was in ms macalona's class WITH JAN! <3. also with anna and jing and alison and jin and van and sudipta... and two of the best english students in our grade [olivia and PATRICIA MAY! tHE TOP ENGRISH STUDENT] and claire.. =_=.. anna rejected sitting with us.

as the bell rang for lunch we packed away our belongings and started to leave the room. there is a small aisle between the rows of desks that is enough room for one person carrying their humungous bag containing the various textbooks our great school has provided us with. conincidentally, jan and olivia got to the aisle [from opposite facing rows] simultaneously.
olivia: *motions for jan to go*
jan: *motions for olivia to go* no, you go.
olivia: thankyou *smiles*
me: JAN IS SUCH A GENTLEMAN! *takes her arm*

XD pwahahhahaa.
beh. maths was stupid. more integration.
then home.
then tipps.
NOW MY PARENTS.
i wanted to quit 4u tipps cos i couldn't hack it anymore and they're gonna make me quit anyways as i haven't been doing my hw for the past... 10 weeks or so [soley depending on rowan's hw] BUT NO. THEY WOULDN'T LET ME. SO I'M STUCK. I HATE THEM. MY DAD IS REPEATEDLY PUTTING ON THIS GUILT TRIP FOR ME AND I DON'T NEED IT. I HAVE ONLY HAD TWO DAYS OF YEAR 12 AND HE'S BEEN PRESSURING ME SINCE I WAS FUCKING BORN. I DON'T CARE IF YOU GAVE ME LIFE COS I DON'T WANT IT. I HATE YOU FOR GIVING ME A FUCKING LIFE THAT I DON'T WANT. YOU REPEATEDLY COMPLAIN ABOUT HOW MUCH IT COSTS TO TAKE CARE OF ME, PAY FOR MY 11 HOURS OF TUTORING A WEEK THEN WHY DON'T YOU JUST STOP? SUCK MY FUCKING DICK I SWEAR TO GOD, ONE DAY I WILL CRACK AND BECOME A SERIAL KILLER BECAUSE OF YOU. I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU.

people should understand why i'm not in the most sociablest moods these days.

currently looking at jocelyn's myspace.

X) i asked my brother if he knew these two techs [tara and that other chick] and he asked if they were new... and seemed confused.. XD ahahha then he points to some guy and says he's cool. then i tell him that the other two are chicks. now he wants to dress up like that and enter our school... o_O i'm not gonna be there to see it.